I don’t even remember taking this picture.

So here’s the thing: This is the first blog I’ve done that isn’t designed to make you laugh, rather just to let my heart breathe. I can’t give you too much information out of respect for my friend, but he’s dying by what seems to be his own hand and a little bad luck. I lay in bed most mornings thinking about him and how he’s doing. I can’t keep the tears from falling and at the same time I’m not living the way I should. I’m a hypocrite, but it’s not about me, it’s about him. I love him. I love him more than I love my self, and that’s saying something because I’m a self involved asshole. I don’t know how many people will actually read this, but if you do, would you please take a moment and look into the sky and smile.